Saturday, September 19, 2009.
A HOPELESS person,this world doesn't need me anymore...


Nisa and I


Gift from Mr Keng


Signature from Principal and Vice principal
Alright,come and blog again.As promise,i'll upload all the photos of the Career Seminar last Wed,i can say that facebook photos more clearer.Well,yesterday,went Paya Lebar there to have lunch with yonglin,yee an and Darren.We had so much laughters and fun there.I really enjoyed being with them :p
''Sometimes,i really felt that i'm a hopeless person.Actually,i've this kind of feeling a week ago.I still could not get over with my O level Emaths prelim results,really really can't get over with it.I tried to forget about it and move on and work towards the O level,but i can't get myself to do it.During Emaths lesson,when Ms Goh showed us our ranking according to our prelim results,i was shocked that i'm the last person who passed.I nearly failed you know,nearly failed!Ms Goh is comparing us to 4E1 and 4E2.During actual O level,we're competing with thousands and thousands of people,with that kind of atrocious results,i probably not the last one who passed,i'm the one who failed,FAILED.From then on,whenever during Emaths lesson,i'll really find myself HOPELESS,with no future and so on.And i'll start thinking,why must i be brought into this world?Why?O level is seriously a big jump from N level.I can compare my Emaths results between N and O level.It's really so much difference between them.An A1 for N level and a C6 for O level.OMG!That C6 is closer to failing.It's such a huge blow for me.Seeing my friends going nearer and nearer towards distinction,while i'm going nearer and nearer to U grade!I've do what i supposed to do,practice and practice,revise and revise,looking back my past exam papers mistakes.I think i've done enough of practice.Can anyone tell me what went wrong?I doubt anyone can tell me,because i really had do what i supposed to do.I think right,i shall cut down my chances of asking Ms Goh questions,because despite asking thousands and thousands of questions,in the end,that's what i've got that results.I really find myself hopeless.Sometimes i felt that i'm nobody to this world,this world don't need me anymore.I may sound pessimistic,but i won't do anything stupid.I just really find myself HOPELESS during Emaths lesson.H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S!''
2more weeks to N level.....